It's pouring outside:
seems Indra, the hindu god of thunder and rain, isn't happy today. Strong wind
and rain, what a combination. I always loved rain. I don't know why, but if you
ask me which weather I would prefer more: I would chose Monsoon. In my opinion,
the rain makes such a wonderful music when water hits the ground and there's
prism of lights, too many colors to chose.
This rain and thunder
do remind me of you. First time when we met, it was raining like hell and you
came with an umbrella to pick me up. That was so hilarious especially your long
umbrella, like the one old black umbrella people used to carry back ages ago. Today
it's raining like it did then. Probably it's shining in your place now: sun and
sand. Yes, I remember you saying so and I even have gift you got for me from
that land. Silly me, I haven’t used it at all. It's still packed like it was
when you gave me.
Haha sometimes song reminds me of you and sometimes it's the smell.
Sometimes I wonder if we had given shot, could we have made it? I know both of
us were more worried about coming days than the present ones. We never pursued
but still whenever I try to remember those messages you sent me, I get
this question: why didn't we? Remember the most funny and sweet one was the
quote from Brida (funny I don't remember it though), it was copied-pasted but
still it did touch my heart. I still loved those days of sitcoms, thesis data analysis
and mere fooling and nothing else. Those days of surprises and you never got
tired of my endless babbles.
Now things have
changed and someone has taken your place. I don't know if it's same with you,
but you acted more as stern and confident and never shared me except denials. I heard rumours after all. But the last
statement that you said to me in person still bring laughter: If only you
were not in relationship.
Memories are to
cherish. And suddenly it made me nostalgic today.