Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Dinner at RG

Finally the day arrived when we met again.... almost more than 45 days of painful wait. And who he brought to my house? His mother for sure! Well all my Spanish classes went poof and i ended up struggling with easy words so that his mother and I could talk. But we did manage to talk about so many things including her X-BF of long time ago, her childhood, erik's family and what not, ending our talk with political situation :-)

Seeing him made me realize how much i love him and when i heard those words from him, all my worries just vanished somewhere. His mom and my family met.... had a wonderful dinner together. They spend night at my place. Holding him in my arms gave me the happiness probably i will struggle to find anywhere. Spend a whole day roaming with him and his mother ending the day with dinner.

I am just in cloud no. 9 now.

More later, Promise!

Saturday, March 10, 2012

someone's coming!

guess who is coming? Of course, there is no difficult answer to that. My BF is coming back after 8 nights! yay :)

but sadly, i will be going before he comes and won't be able to see him until another 8 days. how pity is that? And there goes my plan poof to spend few nights with his mom and him at pokhara!

But still i am happy, my depression era is finally coming to an end and this period has made me realise i am not as mature as i used to think i was...but have also taught me lesson to be patient.

Love you!

Thursday, March 1, 2012

It's just a feeling?

Do you need words to reassure you how things are? If the words are not spoken, does it mean change in the dynamics of relationship?

Since last few days, I am questioning myself above questions and my heart is too confused to give me any definitive answer. Why do I ask this question, because I am feeling 'words' are what missing from our relationship.

I promise, not to initiate talk first. I promise to hold myself back and give space you require. I promise to be happy and look for exciting things.

I have been there, done that. Now when i am at receiving end, it shouldn't be that hard thing to do!