Oh my! Awesomeness.

After low yesterday, today was awesome day. History is mystery so probably its better not to talk about what went wrong yesterday. But of course, i can recount countless times what went right today.

Woke up early morning and i did the unthinkable. I actually turned on the computer and got connected. I am always too lazy to use internet in the morning but i did, that too for good reason. One guy had followed me on my twitter (Yes i tweet, No i won't reveal it here. Sue me :P) and he messaged me or say he DM me. And i started writing back and i knew somewhere he is gay too. So I started to hit on him, which i never do from my twitter ID. And he called me he never thought I am so flirty. I was surprised. Later he told me that he used to come to same coffee store where i used to hang out a year back (before they got closed). Of course i never noticed him and that's what he told me in a bit sad tone but he used to find me very sojho and good guy. Suddenly i felt so good that there are some people who notice me. Now you tell me how many people notice you in coffee shop and talk about it a year later? He even called me on my cell phone hehe. He is super cute btw but sadly now in some foreign countries for education. I wonder even if i had noticed him, would i have managed to get his contact details? Probably i would have sang  'you are beautiful' by James Blunt and gone back home :P Anyways that prove how bad i am in observation skills. Now surely CIA or RAW or KGB will never ever hire me. :D

Later in the evening, went to meet my friends. We met, made big noise and had so much halla. We laughed so much remembering our friday misadventure when 3 of us got totally wasted. When i meant totally, I meant TOTALLY. Also other fun and masalas were of course added to the topics of talks. So there went my fun filled evening.
After coming back home, i saw that I have been awarded 'The Liebster Blog Award' by KGB. No, she is not KGB spy agent from Russia hehe but one of the awesome bloggers i have read and seen. I wonder if i met her, we will have no problem becoming friends unless I become too stupid :P Yes I am obliged to follow the rules but holding back for a while. Tears of joy need time to settle down after all haha :D

So this is how my awesome day went.

P.S. calls from AK and skype chat with another friend also of course added value to the day. 

sometimes i hate myself

i thought i was avoiding you........ but ended up sleeping with you.

now you tell me, how pathetic i am. Good thing, you are going away for few months. (please boss, approve his travel plan)

free falling

Last 2 weeks had been quiet hectic. Constant travelling across the country, never ending wait at the airport. The unplanned strike that affected our work, but still finding way out to do at least something of what we were supposed to do. But the trip ended the best way it ever could have become. I went to another city in the east and met my friend AK. We hung out, watched movie, slept under the sun, went out to the awesome bar (mind you, we made it awesome), had wonderful time. Those 2 days were one of the best days of recent times.

Some of my friends do ask me about the chances of AK and I having relationship which sounds very flimsy. He is such a wonderful person. Probably if we hadn't met when I was in relationship or later he being in  relationship, probably things could have hit off. But now though I am single, though he is single, things haven't got any chance to move forward. Now i guess we have become more as a friend than anything else could have been. But the idea of us being together does make butterflies in my stomach and I laugh at my own silliness.

In another development, Mosby is angry with me. Why? because I did all it takes to avoid him. I always pretended (at times it was true) i am busy with work and all. And now he is angry that I didn't give him even 10 minutes but i have all the time to go for movie or dinner with friends. So I have agreed to go out to dinner with him tonight. Seriously, I am a bitch!

waiting

Yesterday was different, different because I spend whole day at the airport: waiting. No i wasn't at transit. I was at the west corner of the country and from there I had to fly to capital and again fly to the east corner. Finally we flew at 12, the flight was scheduled at 10.30. After reaching the capital airport, spent next several hours hoping we could make it. Finally they announced the flight, took us inside the plane, made us wait for another half an hour or more. And announced cancellation of flight: thanks to the bloody weather.
After managing seat in first flight next day, I was out of the airport, Thanks to the party which feels proud to be called beacon of democracy and freedom, there was strike. Apparently one of it's cadre who is involved in so much of criminal activities died after the injuries he suffered during brawl inside the jail were greater. The airport taxis were not around and normal taxi never could make it to airport. So we were there, stranded and with no idea how to go home and it was already dark. Finally i managed to convince one driver after agreeing to pay hefty amount. Probably i paid 100 rs per km or even more than that. I was glad to be home in the evening!

And today is no different. Again here i am, at the same airport and doing exactly same thing: waiting. My flight which was supposed to fly at 9 is still not showing any sight of flying and it;s almost 11 now. They cite weather conditions for the delay. No matter what the reasons are, the fact is i have turned out o  be the waiting traveler who has no where to go hahaha. Well i just added 'no where' for my own fun. :P

Except this waiting round, things are as they were before. One night Sid messaged asking me to call right away. I found out there is someone who is using my photo to hook up. I felt kinda nice that people have started using my photo but AK had different idea. He thought it could be Sid himself. I am not panicked that my photo is making round but i felt pity for the person who is doing so (if that's true). What if he found the perfect guy and wrong use of photo would just kill everything that could be a reality. Nevertheless, Sid had sent me all the phone no. but I am too tired to call and threaten him. 

right now

Not lost.... Just travelling somewhere in west now... and then will trot to east. Hopefully will have rest next-next week. Do nothing but just sleep and make plans and dreams :)

Search

Reading story by someone you know: suddenly you start to look if you are there in bits and pieces. Same thing happened today as i kept on reading and searching myself there. To some extent, i found myself there but in obscure way.

Was out and running out of the story: hence no more blog posts in last week. Don't have any story now as well. Just that I feel I am giving Mosby a false dream and trying to repair that. How, i don't know. Avoiding him wouldn't do good i guess which i had thought I would do. I had told him I won't be in the city for 3 weeks and will manage to meet only during Xmas. This wasn't totally wrong, I would be here for 2 and half days between that period which i didn't mention him. Then I felt bad for him and ultimately told him I am back. Hastily he asked out for dinner which I decline not because I didn't want that because I felt I was too tired. Later I turned down dinner plan with my own friends as well. But probably I will meet him for dinner tomorrow. Let's see.
The reason I am trying to get away from him is: I don't feel anything for him and his feelings are getting more stronger. He was telling about his dinner plan with one guy who helped him at the airport and I teased him saying I won't mind if they end up in bed but he laughed and said He would mind, not because that guy is not hot but because he wants to be with me only. That awkward moment and you don't know how to react: Yes i had that moment. I am really scared things might just go out of the hand leaving him bruised and blue. Any ideas except the idea suggested by AK?

More travel plans coming up. Would be travelling to the west of the country and with few hours of layover at the capital again will fly to the eastern part. Hopefully the year will end in high note, finding that thing I am searching for!

One place i always love to be

Can you guess where it is??

that moment of happiness

Here I am, happy about apparent decrease in my waistline but eating chocolates now because I am hungry. My sister made comments few days ago saying my belly seems to have decreased. And yesterday my old pant which used to find difficulty in staying in my waist fitted perfectly giving me a broad smile. No it wasn't exercise that did it. My determination to join the gym or do the exercise have gone nowhere but ended in my bed. I always think "tomorrow I am going to run" but I end up running in my own bed. Sigh!
AK has threatened to kick my ass if I don't join the gym and have declared he will call me ugly till the day i join the gym. We were supposed to join the fitness centre but it just didn't work out. The day we went to submit the form: it was closed!!! Anyway I can further push the stereotype and worry about the weight and belly hahaha :P

Off the list

Few things that i want to do before i die.

• Bungy Jump
• Paragliding
• Rafting
• Sky Diving
• Scuba Diving
• et. al.