fear of being together

Have you ever found yourself in catch-22 situation of wanting to be together with your loved one and yet same time fear of doing so? Well, I am having one of those moments. As I mentioned earlier, Erik has asked me to move in with him if everything goes well and he gets long-term visa (fingers crossed for visa). To tell you the fact, since last week he has been staying over at my place. But living together is not as easy as seeing for few hours a day. You see the worst side, best side of the person: whether you like it or not. I have this fear, what if we both got tired of eachother? Except for few outburst of irritations, we got along really well. But living together every day and night??? Hmmmmmm

Also how do i break this news to my MOM? She might be very liberal to accept me but accept the fact that her son would leave the house and go live with someone else? how would she react to the idea? How do i juggle between these two world?

Still scenario looks faraway, but it scared me for sure!

In another news, I added my super-boss on fb. She must have got spanner seeing my relationship status. lol :P I love surprising people!